Missing my Friends + An Epiphany

I miss miss miss miss miss miss my brothers and dad and GRANDMA and Austin so so so so muchh

but this blog is about how I miss my friends so so so muchh.

I love love love love love love them.

I swear every time I am with friends from brazil and someone does not automatically laugh at something I  say or when there is minimal perverted comments constantly made... I want Lindsey so friggen bad.
I crave Peen's laugh.
I crave her random texts.
I wish I could just hang out with monica and have a huge catch up session
I wish me and Melissa could have made a very memorable halloween ;)
or wake up saturday...and sunday...morning to hash browns.
or go get ice teas and go to franklin
or do something else that i can not even think of...but something memorable
I want nice little texts from Ryan...and be able to go for a run and then end up at his house...and be fed :) haha or to play with his little puppy or too hear updates from him and maria.
I want to be able to call Christian 5 minutes before something is happening and have him agree to it...
or now in college terms...call the night before and say I am coming to stay the weekend. :)
I want  to look at my phone and have texts from Shauna and Laura.
Laura talking about something deep and inspirational
or talking smack :)
or giving me advice
or refraining from giving advice and just listening to everything thoroughly
or just plain ol chit chat
ahhh I miss her big ol smile and crazy randomness
and I miss just talking to Shauna all the time and just doing all the very typical friend activities...if that makes sense (nails/sleepovers/movies/mall/tea an energy drink/random talks/BEING LAZY AND WATCHING TV/ talkin smack :) )
Uggg and I hate thinking about all the crazy good times I could be having with Devin and Luis!
I love these two...and wish we would have hung out much more and miss them very very much!

I feel like I took these relationships for granted so so so so so much.

And although there is nothing that can take away this longing
I know these guys will be there when I get back. And that makes me feel 100% better.
I got a handful of keepers ;)


I love them and want them all in my room RIGHT NOW but I feel like this measly month apart has made me realize so so so so so much about them... and I am excited that you guys are apart of my life and am so excited to see your beautiful faces in June :)